(: hey girl hey

do you have that one person that you can be yourself with?

the person that understands you unlike anyone?

the one you share absolutely everything with?

a best friend?

a soul mate?

someone who you look up to..the one who's NOT overrated?

I do.

Or...did.

We've drifted apart a lot, but i still feel really close to her.

I feel like she's the only one i can truely trust.

It's an amazing feeling to know that you have someone who's there for you whether you're hyper or crying, who's alway emotionally available for you.

i'm very grateful (:

Can you really trust anyone?
Ah.....maybe not.
Probably not.
I've come to the conclusion that everyone talks behind everyone's back.
Many people walk around with knives and swords sticking out of their backs.
Some don't bleed, some do.
I'm sick of GOSSIP.
seriously just shut up and mind your own business.

remember those days, cooking with grandma, when everything was simple and perfect in your eyes?

i miss it.

i miss my childhood.

i miss not having homework,

not having responsibility,

not worrying about anything.

remember when your mom was the greatest person who ever lived?

and your dad was the smartest?

i miss it,

they miss it,

i want to go back ):

silently, beginning to wonder.

is anything forever?
can anything last beyond death itself?
i find myself saying the word 'forever' a lot,
and i'm beginning to wonder what it all means...
when is the end of forever?
when you die do the promises you've made just fade away?
should i really be worried about this?
probably not.
asadfgjk;
i think to much.

?

I've been looking for a way to get myself out of this.
Pondering, wishing, just wondering if there will even come a time when none of it matters.
But, is that what I truely want?
Do I want everything I've worked so hard for to just go to waste?
Do i want everyone to quit caring?
I'm really not sure anymore.
I'm not sure if there would be a point to all of that.
To try so hard for it all to not even matter?
What do I want?
Maybe if everything just stayed the same, it would be alright.
Maybe.

"Friendship"

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What would we do without friendship?

Is it possible to live without it?

I don't think it is.

Think of all the lonely people who go insane or commit suicide...

I literally live for my friends!

I don't think I could get up everyday and go to school if I didn't have friends.

It would be like being a lone animal trying to survive in the wild.

Wtihout strong will to survive, they quickly die off.

I'm very greatful for my friends, without them I don't think I could live!

My Current Frustration: ITUNES!!!!!!!!!!

So I went to sync my Ipod for the first time in months today..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand over half of my itunes library has been erased.
I'm so angry!
I have no idea how it happened or how to get my music back other than buying some software thing!
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

Lately I've been overwhelmed with reality.
It seems like for so long I've lived in my own little world where nothing has to make sense to anyone else because i didn't care.
But, now, everyone is questioning me and I feel like I'm being judged from every direction..
And yet, though I should, I really don't mind it.
I think it's refreshing and it really makes me think about what I'm doing instead of just being passive. :)

Blogging for the Thoughtless.

I look outside...

I see nothing that catches my eye.

Just the same view onto my yard as always.

There's leaves scattered everywhere, but that's nothing new.

All I hear is the crackling noises of a newly lit candle.

The only smell is my tea, brewing on the stove.

When will it become interesting?

When my interests become insync with my daily life?

I'm literally thoughtless.

Does life makes sense to you?

Or her?

The old man next door?

Does life make sense to him?

I'm not complaining about life itself,

I just can't seem to wrap my mind around the concept of it.

It's beyond the realm of my thoughts.

Love

is a BEAUTIFUL thing. Y