Does it end in the night?

There's this thing, i can't figure out what it is, but i know that i want it. a lot.

I feel like it's out of my reach.

I feel like i could have it in a heartbeat, but something's holding me back..

Something tells me if i got what i wanted it would mess a lot of things up, and i'm not sure if i'm ready to give up my life all for something that might not last.

i feel lost, like i'm alone in my decisions.

I'm bored with my life, but nothing is wrong with it.

is it wrong to risk everything for excitement?