(: hey girl hey

do you have that one person that you can be yourself with?

the person that understands you unlike anyone?

the one you share absolutely everything with?

a best friend?

a soul mate?

someone who you look up to..the one who's NOT overrated?

I do.

Or...did.

We've drifted apart a lot, but i still feel really close to her.

I feel like she's the only one i can truely trust.

It's an amazing feeling to know that you have someone who's there for you whether you're hyper or crying, who's alway emotionally available for you.

i'm very grateful (:

Can you really trust anyone?
Ah.....maybe not.
Probably not.
I've come to the conclusion that everyone talks behind everyone's back.
Many people walk around with knives and swords sticking out of their backs.
Some don't bleed, some do.
I'm sick of GOSSIP.
seriously just shut up and mind your own business.

remember those days, cooking with grandma, when everything was simple and perfect in your eyes?

i miss it.

i miss my childhood.

i miss not having homework,

not having responsibility,

not worrying about anything.

remember when your mom was the greatest person who ever lived?

and your dad was the smartest?

i miss it,

they miss it,

i want to go back ):

silently, beginning to wonder.

is anything forever?
can anything last beyond death itself?
i find myself saying the word 'forever' a lot,
and i'm beginning to wonder what it all means...
when is the end of forever?
when you die do the promises you've made just fade away?
should i really be worried about this?
probably not.
asadfgjk;
i think to much.

?

I've been looking for a way to get myself out of this.
Pondering, wishing, just wondering if there will even come a time when none of it matters.
But, is that what I truely want?
Do I want everything I've worked so hard for to just go to waste?
Do i want everyone to quit caring?
I'm really not sure anymore.
I'm not sure if there would be a point to all of that.
To try so hard for it all to not even matter?
What do I want?
Maybe if everything just stayed the same, it would be alright.
Maybe.